On 28 Dec 2007, it is a terrible day to end off this calendar year. I was blamed for everything. Thus, I lost my cool. In the morning, my boss accused me of deleting his document. Yet, I keep quiet even though I was instructed by my superior to delete it. In addition, my superior kept nagging at all my faults which I was painfully trying to sallow in. This incident does not end when I am in office. My boss continues to pick on me when my direct superior left in the late afternoon. He forces me to question him even though he knows the answer well. I thought all these incidents will be gone once I reach home.
When I reached home at night, I was trying to talk to my siblings. Yet, they shun me. I was so irritated that I yelled at them and chided at them. As a result, this sparked off a fight. It was witnessed by my neighbours. Luckily, I began to tone down and ceased the fight. When I was trying to reflect why I lost my cool, I realised that it was the chain of events that bothered me. For those who knows me, I will try to bear with everything till the point that many say that I will explode one day. Well, 28th Dec 07 is the day where I revealed my bomb in me since it was the most infuriated day in my life . The question is: Should I continue to tolerate everything? If no, I would piss off everyone if I reveal my stand.
Hmm, I shall not dwell on sad events anymore. Let’s look at something encouraging! 🙂 That’s the long weekend next year. This thumbnail is published in the Sunday Times today. Hmm, I shall plan how I should utilise my leave and off next year.
TYS 