A new year… A brand new beginning

In a few hours time, I would be ushering a new year. Thus, I shall jot down my resolution for a new year first since there would not be any internet access for me at 01 01 2011, 0000 hrs. In any case, I am glad that I have accomplished most of my this year resolutions. Thus, I hope that it would be applied in this coming year as well.

1. I hope that I would harvest better grades for my studies in this new year in the hope to pull up my CAP. I would like to aim for 2nd upper honours so that I would be able to teach my CS1.  Best of all, I would be able to bid my desired modules successfully and possess united and cooperative project group members for the respective modules.

2.  I hope that I would be able to meet my true love in year 2011 in the agreement that it will not affect my studies. Best of all, we could go steady in this year even though it is going to be my maiden attempt. I hope that she would be my emotional support especially during my down days in my university life and vice versa instead of mere breeding emotional problems for me to handle.   

3. I hope that all my family members will be in their pink of health, wealth. Most importantly, my family members would take every challenge as a stride. Thus, smile would be encouraged rather than tears.

4. I hope that TTC would continue to sustain for years to come. Most importantly, all members would be united and enjoy every moments that we have.

5. I hope that I would be able to get 1 A Maths tutee by Jan 2011 that has a desire to learn.  This is to allow me to sustain my personal expenses and make myself useful for the society. For my ex Sec 4 A Maths student, I hope that he would have splendid scores when he collects his O level results in Jan.

6.  I hope that I would continue to preserve the thrifty culture instead of squandering.

7. I hope that my friendship and social circle could be maintained or even be strengthened.

8. I hope that I would remain healthy.

9. I hope that I have a peaceful year especially to my ears. 😀

10. I hope that I would be to adjust well in a new environment.

11. I hope that I would not be doing things that go against my subconscious.

With these in mind, happy new year and a blessed new year ahead. I hope that my wish list for 2011 would come true.

Judgement Day

As I have been telling myself to sleep soundly till 11 pm or 12 pm (a typical waking up time these days) yesterday, I still wake up at 8 am today. Well, this just prove the anxiety level one can be whenever the release of the results has arrived. When I checked my SMS this morning, I have a terrible shock. One of the modules that I have the most confidence in disappoints me. ARGH… I am truly convinced that I do not have the flaire in essay writing. From nowonwards, I would not dare to try to do a module that involves writing essay. I have it enough….

What makes it worst? I am in the dilemma now of deciding whether I should continue to pursue my 2nd major. On one side, I do not wish to quit as this may be useful for my future or allow me to prove my worth in some areas. On another end, I could remember vividly how I was struggling to cope with it with just 1 module for that 2nd major.

Well, I don’t wish to talk about it liao. I shall end off with an article on NUS grading system. Have fun reading.

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绝口不提爱你

I am here to share a video on how this song is being applied correctly. Most girls (those I know of) asserts that females are more emotional than males. Well, I certainly believe that there is some truth in that statement where the implicit assumption of the above statement is that males are expected to be masculine or females are expected to be feminine. In my perspective, there are instances where males are as emotional as females or even more emotional than females. In fact, I could even back it up with sociological studies as the notion of feminine or mascuinity is a social construct. For instance, who says that all males must be muscular or all females must be gentle? Thus, the video that I have uploaded here shows one instance where guys could be as emotional as (or even more emotional than) females. That is, guys tend to reveal their emotional side when it comes to relationship. However, not all guys do that. Sadly to say, guys who reveal their emotional side does not seem to fare well in a relationship. Haiz….  In any case, detractors would argue that it is a comedy show video after all. Yet, I do believe that emotions could not be acted out.  For those people who could feel it, they would think that there is at least some form of sincerity in nono put into the song. Even if you do not believe it, I would not say I am right since we can’t prove his level of sincerity here.

Nevertheless, the main purpose of uploading this video is that I am admiring Nono’s courage in singing that song to the one he has fallen in love. If I am in his position, I really wonder if I have the courage to do likewise. I may even have problem revealing my feelings in words rather than songs. Furthermore, he has chosen a right song to reveal his feelings. I understand such pain is excruciating. Thus, I salute him for being able to reveal it out – ‘痛的是我的真心’.

闭上眼睛忍住呼吸
暂时要和世界脱离
就快要学会不再想你
却听见不断跳动的心
我允许了你让爱的自由还给你
我允许了自己承受这悲伤到天明
我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
总是以为终究化作云淡风轻
爱你到底痛了自己
我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
所有结局在这夜里都已成形
爱到了底痛的是我的真心