Time really waits for no man. In a twinkling of an eyes, yesterday marked my first day of my university life. It simply appears too fast till the point that I am not mentally prepared to start school yet. Humans are indeed strange. That is, We are eagerly anticipating for it when it seems far. Yet, we find it too fast to come when it has indeed here to come. I have even reminded myself that I am going to school to acquire knowledge not imparting knowledge anymore.
Interestingly, I encounter this unique girl in school on the bus yesterday after the Calculus lecture. Both of us were heading to LT11 for our English lecture though we have a different lecture at the Science faculty. Despite the fact that she knew that I am a freshman since I was busily chatting with my army friend who is Year 2 now, she took the initiative to ask me not him to lead her to the way to LT11 before we alight from the bus. Thus, I agreed since I am going there too. She was indeed surprised that I could lead her to the way to LT11 smoothly without any direction flaw though I was just a freshman. In my perspective, I was indeed smriking in my heart as LT11 seems to be the LT that I am the most familiarised since I went down for 2 days of Orientation briefing. If she has asked me for other LT, I would be bringing her into her maize. Best of all, she even recommended her female friends to me and praised me for bringing her to the LT. In short, she is indeed an interesting girl. I guess that this shall be my motivation to attend English lecture next week. Hehe…
On a flipside, I was indeed depressed that I could not fathom what the lecturer is saying during the English lecture due to her Japanese accent. I guess that this is one of my flaws that I possess when I discovered it since JC. I was physically in the lecture yet my soul was at somewhere else. OMG… Thus, I guess I shall read the materials on my own later in order to catch up for the subsequent lectures. If not, the idea of dropping this modules seem to haunt me ever since I step into the English lecture yesterday. Well, let’s not dwell on this irritating lecture as it will depress me even more.
On a bright side, I was glad to attend the Calculus lecture as I could grasp the concepts taught in lecture. Moreover, I was indeed pleased for the fact that I am attending the lecture conducted by the conscientious lecturer instead of the other lecture group who tap heavily on the advancement of technology. Kudos for that!!! Sadly to say, the lecture contents seem to be too skimpy. Thus, I guess I shall rely on the 1000 + page of the Thomas Calculus textbook to spur my interest in Maths going though this book knocks me down when I first saw and purchased it in the bookstore yesterday. For the geography lecture, it seems fascinating due to the existence of the entertaining lecturer. In any case, I realise that my mind keeps awaiting for dismissal for every lecture that I attend. This is NOT me at all during JC. I hope that such symptoms are developed in me due to the fact that I have not adjusted to the university yet. If not, I will attribute the rust in me due to the 2 years of army training.
In short, I am still in the midst of finding my momentum to study. No more excuse. I must start cracking.